Yesterday, we had our Visita Iglesia. It was so different because this is the first time without Ayumi. We went to a church where she was baptized and when we got hungry we decided to drop by at Jollibee, same place where she celebrated her 2nd birthday.
All the Firsts without her is really hard but I choose to experience those pain again so that I can start to move on. It’s hard but I have no choice but to face it. There will be a lot of firsts later but I am welcoming it and I hope that the right time will come that I can face everything with a smile because I know that she is helping me to get through all the pain.