Still Longing…

Yesterday we visited Ayumi.

It was always like this…

When I accomplished something I needed to go back to her place.

I need to see her…

The more I need to talk to her…

Because I know that somehow she is really guiding us.

I know that whatever success we have, she is also behind it all.

My daughter knows what my heart desires and I know that she is helping me to achieve it.

I just realized…

That no matter how life will reward me, it will never complete me…

There is always something inside…

Something that she can only fill.

I miss her so much!

Oh God…