My Life Through Pictures
I was so tired and I think I need a little break..
so we had our ramen again at Eastwood
and had the same order over and over again…
Yan talaga ako eh, minsan wala akong ganang mag try ng iba basta kung ano lang yong nakasanayan ko yon lang gusto ko talaga.
Then after that umuwi na kami.. gabundok ang mga gagagawin ko.
haist…
I was tired of my long curly hair.
It was dried and I feel that it was getting heavier each day.
It was also hard to manage specially if I am on the go and in the hurry…
So I decided to look for a picture in pinterest and went to a salon near in the office.
Then just like that…
I am happy with the result. I just paid 100 pesos with a 100 pesos tip.
Waaaay cheaper when I went to a high end salon when they kept on adding more services until I came out paying 6k. So never again… I will just stick to this salon from now on.
Most of the time, I am just at home catching my studies.
I need to finish reading chapter by chapter then taking exams.
Everything should be done by October.
In between those crazy schedules I need to eat healthy.
So hubby made sure of that.
He likes going to the supermarket and nearby restaurants to order food.
Wow, feeling pampered always… and I’m loving it.
But sometimes I need to go out earlier than usual and went home late for some meetings.
I have meetings that I need my attention and I hope everything will be okay soon…
This is a very critical month for the business since we are working for our expansion.
And eating healthy food is really important for my well being.
The stress I am enduring right now is way different from the previous years…
At least this time I can see that something good is really about to happen.. I believe that God is working and preparing for the best…
Though this time I know that I am in the right path but sometimes the waiting time is really killing me.
Yeah.. patience…
I think God is making me exercise my patience more before He will provide me those I wanted and needed so much.
So while waiting… I need to sustain my mind and body with good food and thoughts.
🙂
Hindi kami makatulog last night dahil kada check ko sa FB ang lakas ng hangin at ulan sa ibang lugar. Everytime may bagyo ganito ako, nag alala ako sa mga kamag anak ko sa baba at sa mga empleyado. Nagmamasid lang ako. Panay check ko sa CCTV sa office. Kapag may nagchat na empleyado na hindi makakapasok, kailangan namin mag cope agad kasi hindi pwedeng walang tao sa office.
Then suddenly, nag iiyak si Xavier, akala namin basta lang na iyak kasi ganon naman ginagawa niya every night kapag ka kailangan nya ng milk o kaya to change diaper pero ayaw pa rin nyang tumigil kakaiyak. When I checked him, nagulat na lang ako kasi namamaga ang upper lip nya. Pati parang may kagat ng bugs sa mata at sa braso nya.
Nagpanic ako kasi nga namamaga sya.
Ayon madaling araw tinanggal ang mga kumot at pillows at nag spray kami. Only to find out na may mga maliliit na ants sa bottle nya. Sobrang hindi pansin talaga. Kasi nong nagtimpla kami nakaoff ang ilaw, hindi talaga pansin.
Lalo na akong hindi nakatulog. We put ice cubes and put some ointment para mawala ang sakit. Sobra kasi ang iyak nya. Siguro after 30 minutes nakatulog ulit sya pero panay pa rin ang check ko sa kanya.
Around 5am na kami natulog but before that I realized na dapat lahat ng bagay dapat nachecheck ko para hindi na maulit yon. Dapat yong bottle nya bago namin ibigay dapat double check talaga. There are things na nakaligtaan na but for the sake of my kids safety dapat lahat ayos talaga.
Kaya eto biglang bumalik na naman ang trauma sa akin. Haist… iba na talaga. So many things changed already. Hindi na ako yong dati na parang carefree lang. Dapat lahat ngayon iniisip ko na ang safety ng mga tao sa paligid ko.
Ompong you made me realized so many things.
When I checked FB at nakita ko ang mga affected sa bagyo, nakakaawa talaga. I hope they can recover soon.
God please protect us always…
Most of the time nasa bahay lang ako.
So far I don’t have meetings lately. Medyo tapos na at naghihintay na lang ng results and you know what, the waiting is really killing me.
Yan ang weakness ko talaga ang maghintay ako kaya malamang eto sinusubukan talaga ako. Oh well, medyo natuto na rin naman ako.
So while waiting for so many good things that’s coming.. here I am just staying at home and spending more quality time with the kids.
Because in reality ang dami kong pending works.
a. I need to update our websites
b. Kailangan kong maghabol sa studies ko, my goodness chapter by chapter ang binabasa ko tapos exam agad. Not to mention may assignments pa ako sa UPOU Accounting na kailangan matapos.
c. kailangan makabawi sa tulog at stress.
So while I am studying, sometimes kids stay with me in the room. Si Gareth gusto lang makinig ng sounds at si Xavier naman ay nagmamassage ng likod ko. Tuwang tuwa sya kasi nakasakay sya at minsan tumatalon pa.
Kaya eto, hintay hintay lang sa mga bagay bagay and I am sure in the coming weeks maging super busy na naman ako. Kaya chill lang muna…
He is so happy when I went home earlier than usual.
Xavier: Mommy, I was so worried.
Me: Why?
Xavier: Because you went home late. I am thinking of you.
I never thought that I will feel this away again. He is so expressive for his feelings and I love it.
Gareth is always happy everytime he went to the grocery with his dad.
He picked up items that his brother likes.
I am so lucky having him. He is so sweet to everyone.
So stressed out lately so we find ways to chill. We watched movies and stay in the coffee shop to read my book.
Most of the time when I am at home, I am studying. I need to catch up my lessons.
It’s going to be a crazy ride this past few weeks but it was okay. I survived. I just need to go out and have some ME time.
August is Buwan ng Wika
Xavier was busy practicing for this event. They sung and danced and I was so proud of him while doing it.
It just shows that he is having fun in school.
He’s always excited everytime they have program in school.
No matter how busy we are, I always give time whenever they had school activities.
He loves dancing and singing and he is showing it to us at home.
We are delighted for all his achievements and developments.
He is indeed our Rainbow Baby. 🙂
I am now officially back in school.
I’ve been contemplating of this for a long time then I know that I should do this.
Finishing my degree is important for the business since we are going global.
So I have to do this..
Goodluck to me…
Oh my.. I really don’t know how to start.
So many things are going on lately…
First, I am just thankful that August is over… whew! that was a crazy ride!
I made some major decisions between July and August. Well, I’m always making major decisions in life in general but the one I made was the major of all major decisions so far. It’s a great leap from what I am used to be.
So far the decisions were made and it made me feel somehow better but the waiting time of the results of the decisions is what killing me now. The whole process is really building my character as a businesswoman, because somehow I am not really into waiting and I always wanted things to be done fast but right now I am learning to wait.
I decided to post more positive thoughts and things in my social media so I can attract positivity since that was I needed much this time.
That’s Law of Attraction and I’ve been practicing it for years now. Everytime I’m down and up for something in my life I need to post more positive things and I trained my mind to always look for the good in everything that happens in our life and I know that something good will happen.
I am not a perfect person, I have flaws and sometimes I have doubts in myself. I have fears… so much of it but I am trying to overcome it. Then anxiety strikes again… oh God, so many things are going on in my mind and if I will not control it then I know that I can’t achieve anything. I will end up losing everything that I worked so hard in my whole life.
But believe me, having these positive thoughts and have enough sleep will definitely help me overcome everything.
There will be some changes in the coming months and I know that it will be a good one and I know that by then I will be coming back to this post and be glad that I didn’t give up.
But I know that God is in control of everything. I know that He has bigger plans in every one of us and all we could do is to follow His will.
When I was starting my business, I am not really sure if I was in a right path. I don’t have enough experienced back then and not sure if I am doing it right but I just do it. I know that it was God’s plan. Then after 10 years my company is still here and continue to grow and I know that this is what God wants me to do.
Whatever the outcomes of the big decisions I made, I am ready for it and I am excited to provide more opportunities to the community.
So help me God…
