January 2020 – Bubbly Mom

Just about Anything

Nothing much is happening in my life lately. I am busy with my business and just is boring with some of you so I don’t have to talk much about it.

One time when we were at Petron SLEX, we saw Jollibee and we take the opportunity to have a picture with Jollibee. Sino ba naman ang hindi maging masaya makita si Jollibee? 😀

It’s a leaders meeting. We need to prepare for the upcoming busy season.

So many things to do this year and I need to talk to hubby most of the time for the planning. We are not doing family planning ehehheeh we are planning for the business. We need to plan everything because it’s gonna be a big project. It was draining sometimes but I am loving it.

2 days ago, everyone got shocked about what happened to Kobe Bryant and his daughter Gigi. I don’t really know much about Kobe because I’m not following his career but I just feel sad because I know the feeling of losing a daughter. I am sure that it was really devastated to his wife because she lost a daughter and a husband. That’s really so painful and I am praying that God may heal her…

And also RIP to Kobe and Gigi…

It is really a sad news…

2020 Goals

One of our goals for 2020 is to have a balance lifestyle, which means that we have to have physical activities , take enough rest and eat the right food.

That’s why on the first days of 2020 we spent it at the gym.

I hope we can always set time to do this religiously because I feels good everytime I went to the gym. It made me focus more.

7th Year Angelversary of Ayumi

January 3, 2020

It was Ayumi’s 7th Angelversary.

I can’t believe that it’s been 7 years already. Parang kahapon lang…

Masakit pa rin.

I was so moody every time her death anniversary is coming. I can’t help but be sad and angry at the same time. I still have this feeling of anguish that I can’t have her anymore.

Some may thought that I already let go.. but I don’t really know. Para kasi akong naagawan, nanakawan ng anak na hindi ko alam kung papano nangyari. Basta may time na sobrang sakit pa rin. Na kahit saan man ako tumingin ay hindi ko maintidinhan. May time na sarado ang isip at puso ko, parang lahat ng paliwanag na alam kong kaya kung intindihin pero hindi ko magawang intindihin.

Yon yong time na gusto ko lang umalis at sumigaw… gusto kong mawala na lang… yong sobrang sakit pero hindi mo alam kung papano ayusin sarili mo. Yon yong time na parang wala na akong maintindihan kasi nilalamon na naman ako ng sakit. Yong kahit gaano ka katalino ay naging empty ang utak mo… wala kang gustong unawain kasi nasaktan ka.

Yon…

Iniiyak ko na lang ang lahat…

Dinadaan sa tulog…

nagpakabusy…

at umaasa na lilipas din lahat…

na sana pag gising ko ok na ako.

Minsan pag gising ko.. hindi pa rin ako okay.. ganon lang ulit, sinasabayan ko na lang… gumagawa na lang ako ng ibang bagay para madistract ako.

Tapos tutulog ulit kapag pagod na pagod na…

at umaasa na sa paggising ko ok na ako..

Minsan naman naging ok na.. at yon tuloy tuloy.. unti unti na akong babangon.. maging normal na ulit…

pero may time na biglang sobrang sakit na naman…

kaya habang hindi ko pa nararamdaman ang sobrang sakit, sinasamantala kong maging normal lahat…

at alam ko walang katapusan to… paulit ulit lang hanggang maging manhid..

hanggang maging new normal na…

Family Reunion 2020

Every January 1, we have our family reunion.

This time we have a bigger space. Every year padami kami ng padami at ang saya lang.

We had exchange gifts and gift giving by family.

We also ordered lechon from Mindanao and it was the best.

I am looking forward for our reunion next year..

Thank you Familia!

Thank You 2019

Surprisingly, I had a great 2019.

I was able to let go of the things that I don’t need anymore. I was able to let go of few individuals in my life that were not be able to motivate me emotionally and mentally.

When I started letting go of those baggages, then things slowly went better.

I’m back on traveling which I love to do. I have more time thinking of what to do and innovating myself and the business.

I made better decisions this time because I am less emotional.

There were new investments in 2019 and I am glad that everything went well. I am excited to build more this coming 2020.

So my 2019 is indeed a great year! In the first chapter of 2019, I was a bit low but then eventually I was able to make it great.

I am thankful to God for all the blessings and for the wisdom that I was able to understand His plan and I know that His plan is better than mine.

So this 2020, I will not be dwelling much of those things that I can’t control. I will continue dreaming and working on my dreams and goals in life. I hope that in my little way, I will be able to touch more lives.

I will be working silently and be more focus this time. Spend more time to my family and take care of my whole well being.

I know that 2020 and the coming years are the reaping years! I know that God will provide all my heart desires!

Enchanted Kingdom 2020

December 28, 2019

We went to Enchanted Kingdom after years of not visiting.

This is Xavier’s first time to visit Enchanted Kingdom.

He’s so excited…

He looks so happy!

The park that time was until midnight so we let the kids do whatever they want.

The Realto has amazing movie this time.

I remember when I worked in Enchanted Kingdom during year 2000, I can’t even bring my family because I can’t afford it. So when I started earning I make sure to bring my siblings and Mother to experience it. It is just sad that I never brought my Father.