March 28 Life Update

Okay, we are still in a community quarantine.

The kids are not following the strict rules anymore. They can’t sleep early. Sometimes they throw tantrums because they don’t know anymore of what to do. So we give them daily activities.
We let them use gadgets, watch TV and do some art. I am always thinking of making them busy.

I keep myself busy by reading books, watching YouTube videos and doing my paintings. But there are times that I got so stressed out and I can’t do anything. I am just ranting. I wanted to go out. I want to do things that I normally do but we are all scared. I know that I can’t go out to face my staff because I am also prone. My health is not that okay, I am boosting my immune system by taking vitamins C but still that is not enough. I should not be exposed with people because of my asthma and diabetes.

I need to protect myself for me to function well. I need to prioritize my health for me to do my work well. I realize that I should just stay at home so I can give better service and employment to my people.

In this despair time, I am so vulnerable. I am affected but I need to be strong. I need to focus on what really matters.
Sometimes we lost hope, sometimes we wonder why all of these things are happening. But we really can’t get enough answers. We just let things happen and hoping that everything will be over soon.

So while at home, I let hubby cooked the pasta I missed from Spaghetti House and he made it perfectly!
I realized so many things… I need to be satisfied of what I have and enjoy each moment with my family because really.. life is so short to focus on negative things.
The more you focus on positive things, the more good things will happen.

I hope that this pandemic will be over soon. I hope that we can go back to our normal life soon.

I hope that while you are reading my blog, you are well and happy.