I am so afraid of touching my things from the past coz’ I might saw something that will affect my mood. That will stop me from doing what I am doing and just remember the past.
Today, I happened to hold my old planner. My 2010 planner when Ayumi was born. It made me remember how I plan everything and how busy I was with my work.
I saw this baby checklist that I needed to purchase for her arrival. It just made me realized that I prepare so much for her. I am always like this when a new baby is coming. I prepare everything, just like when Gareth, Ayumi and Xavier. Pareho ang preparation sa kanilang tatlo. Dahil parehong excited ako.
I saw Gareth and Ayumi’s baptism invitation. It made me feel sad… really sad. haist!
I also saw our airfare tickets. Infant pa dito si Ayumi, siguro eto yong nagpunta kami sa Bohol, her first ever trip.
I wish she is still with us. I wish to experience life with her. I just miss her! I really do.
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