Craft Supplies

It’s been months that I keep eyeing of a perfect watashi tapes and some craft products because I am thinking of starting a new scrapbook for the baby. Finally, I order my first washi tapes at Hobby Depot at FB and so happy with my purchase.

I think I will be adding more but for now I have to control myself first. 🙂

When I started putting washi tapes to my charger and make up kit, hubby is so amazed and blurted out “The washi tapes invasion to our home”. ahahhah I told him that I should be placing washi tapes to his car bumper and he told me “NO”. hahahah

 

Slow Internet

Since last week our internet is not really good. We have a problem with our Smartbro connection. So most of the time we are using our Globe 4G just to have a connection. For 7 years that we are Smartbro subscriber this week is the worst.

It is really affecting our work. I hate this…

If you know a reliable internet provider that has a good signal in Antipolo please let me know.

 

Weekends

I have a relaxing weekends. I met a friend and finally we do some catch up. I love being with friends specially during weekends because that is the only time I got a chance to go out.

It was a busy week. The Forex is not quite doing good so I need to do some destress time. I had my massage and ear candling at the spa. I also go out to have some coffee and sweets with Hubby and Gareth.

I also need to do some walking. I need to do this everyday as advice by me OB. I really need to go out everyday. I hope I can make it as a habit.

So far everything is good and all I have to do is to relax a bit because the truth is I am now excited at the same time anxious. I am on my 32th week already and I am excited to hold the baby and to start taking care of him. I am also anxious about my blood sugar because lately it goes up. My OB and Endo are really monitoring me and we are doing our best to control everything. I hope the baby will come out on time with perfect health. I hope everything will be okay.

 

Hope

Life is hard. Life is unfair. Life is full of surprises. Life is sometimes cruel.

No matter how hard our life there is only one thing that we should not lose…

We should not lose Hope.

We should always look the bright side of life. We should do something that will bring back Hope. We should not dwell on the pain instead use it to learn and understand life.

Pain is sometimes overwhelming and we forgot the purpose why we are still here.. why we are still breathing…

"Hold onto hope" quote via www.Facebook.com/JoyEachDay

There is always a purpose.

To know our purpose in life is to continue learning and hoping that at the end everything will be okay.

keel hope alive

Awakening

Spiritual Awakening

I realized that in some level I am already experiencing Awakening. I think there is so much in life that we should see and appreciate. Sometimes we feel the emptiness, loss and even hurt and it seems that we can’t control it anymore no matter how hard we tried. When that time comes all we have to do is to let the storm pass and hope that the storm that passes will teaches us lessons that will definitely awakens our soul.

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Worrier

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Yes I am a worrier. I worry about everything but when I realized that all those worries are just useless specially if it will affect my daily activities. So I am this daily battle with my worries. I always find ways to destruct myself from it.

Here are some of the ways I found out to overcome my worries:

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Most of all, I pray so hard that the Angels, Mama Mary and Jesus will guide me always. I let them control everything and all I have to do is just relax and start focusing my mind on the things that really matters.

To Do

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I spend the whole day working but my favorite part is resting. 🙂 I need to do it frequently specially if I am seating the whole day. Due to my big tummy, I have back and leg discomforts. I also need to go out to check my business and of course to walk around the mall.

The cold weather lately is so perfect that I find it hard to wake up early. I just love being a work at home mom. 🙂

Something New

I downloaded new apps in my iPad and that made me busy in the past few days. Not to mention that I have a new work. Well, my favorite Boss just bombarded me with new projects and I am excited to do it. I am so happy that I have something new to do because I am quite bored of the usual routine.

So I downloaded Papers by FiftyThree in my iPad and that is the reason why Gareth has limited access to my iPad. hhahah

Here’s my first attempt:

 

I know it is not cute LOL but I am not really good in arts because my favorite subject is Math but I am trying. During my school days, I really hate art but I don’t know but this time I am interested on learning about art. That is the reason why I started painting and speaking of painting, I spent much of the ink and canvass already and sometimes I am so lazy to paint or I really don’t know what to paint anymore. Naks.. I already a painter block moment. ahahahha

While thinking of new concept to paint, I am now trying to doodle and believe me, it is still hard even though I asked hubby to get me a nice pen. Yesterday, he got me a new pen, it is a nice pen but still my drawing is not nice. Siguro wala talaga yan sa pen kasi hindi pa nadevelop ang talent ko. Kahit na pangit ang drawing ko ok lang kasi maganda naman ang pen ko. ahahah

So here is my new work today:

 

See, improving? because I have a nice pen. ahahah

It is somewhat addicting because I can express myself but I have to stop it for a while because I have to concentrate on my work. I need to finish my project today so that my client can send the payment. I need that payment for my Forex investment. ahhaha

How’s your day? I hope you have the best one!

Simple Joys

I order a Candy Crush pillows last week and finally I got it yesterday. I am so happy when I got it because it just made our living room colorful.

Some thought that I am hard to please but believe me, simple things can make me happy.

When we had our Christmas party, my staffs are so afraid to pick my name because they don’t really know what to give. I assure them that anything that they can afford is so okay with me.

I grow up with simple needs and wants. My family is not rich so we are used to eat whatever is being served to us. I am not choosy. I can easily feel contented of what I got. I also don’t demand too much from anyone instead I push myself so hard if I wanted something. I wanted to achieve my wants and needs in my own terms and not by relying to other people.

When I grow up and started dating, some of my family members expected me to marry a rich man but I never feel it that way. I wanted to be with the person I love and not because of money. My only rules before in finding Mr. Right, is that he should be hard working and love me unconditionally. I pray so hard to God to grant my wish. I am so happy that God granted it so soon when I met my husband.

I believe that if you love the person so much and you are hard working, you will definitely reach your goal. As long as you are in one team, nothing is impossible. Some of my friends know how we started. Our life before was so difficult. We can’t even pay our rents, buy our groceries or even afford to ride a Taxi. We went through all that. We just never stop dreaming and start working on our goal. We never stop believing and we put everything in God’s hand. We work so hard and so happy that little by little we are now enjoying the fruits of our labor.

We still have so many plans but for now we are working on it one at time. We wanted to expand our business and opening new businesses soon and I am hoping that everything will go smoothly. I hope and pray that Jesus and Mama Mary will guide us.

 

Shopping Time

I started shopping for Christmas. I need to replace our curtains and pillow cases. I also bought giveaways for our spa clients. It was really tiring but I have to do it but I am not forcing myself. I see to it to have a break every now and then.

The Christmas party of the kids are coming also and they have so much requests. My youngest sister who are staying with me needs to complete her list too so I have no choice but to check every children’s or teens area in the mall.

We went to the mall last weekend and it was really hard to roam around. There are lots of people and all I want to do is to stay in one corner in a coffee shop. I hate too much people around me, it made me feel dizzy. So many uncomfortable scenarios…

I am glad that hubby is helping me. If he knows that I am not in the mood of shopping, he just let me stay in one place. We decided to continue to shop during weekdays. 🙂 I really hope I can complete our Christmas lists soon.