{"id":1059,"date":"2013-01-09T08:27:02","date_gmt":"2013-01-09T08:27:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1059"},"modified":"2013-01-09T08:28:33","modified_gmt":"2013-01-09T08:28:33","slug":"goodbye-ayumi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1059","title":{"rendered":"Goodbye Ayumi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know how to start it but this is the most painful part of my life. I never thought that I would lose a child. As a mother, I always dream of growing old with my kids but it seems that that dreams is so blurry.<\/p>\n<p>Last, Jan. 3, 2013, while everyone is still have a holiday season hangover, I lost my daughter, Ayumi Janelle. She is 2 years old. As of now, I don&#8217;t know yet on how to cope up but I hope in a right time I can accept it wholeheartedly.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday, I said my final goodbye and until now I still feel numb. I miss her so much and I wish to God that He will take care of my baby and I hope she is happy with all the angels in heaven.<\/p>\n<p>I know there are so much things to say but for now, I just want to keep it with me. I believe that in that way, I can still keep part of her with me.<\/p>\n<p>I miss you so much baby!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net\/hphotos-ak-ash3\/541814_10200136190108371_348523602_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net\/hphotos-ak-snc7\/575810_3799142251792_1587423937_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fbcdn-sphotos-h-a.akamaihd.net\/hphotos-ak-prn1\/13791_10200131363427707_2133985925_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fbcdn-sphotos-h-a.akamaihd.net\/hphotos-ak-prn1\/16584_10200128156067525_1283270319_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fbcdn-sphotos-e-a.akamaihd.net\/hphotos-ak-snc7\/582200_4228220264640_152353107_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fbcdn-sphotos-e-a.akamaihd.net\/hphotos-ak-prn1\/557286_4228222744702_2135766084_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fbcdn-sphotos-g-a.akamaihd.net\/hphotos-ak-ash3\/557344_4228226704801_1209636816_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know how to start it but this is the most painful part of my life. I never thought that I would lose a child. As a mother, I always dream of growing old with my kids but it seems that that dreams is so blurry. Last, Jan. 3, 2013, while everyone is still&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[196],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1059","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ayumi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1059","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1059"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1059\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1061,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1059\/revisions\/1061"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1059"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1059"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1059"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}