{"id":1075,"date":"2013-01-22T15:17:08","date_gmt":"2013-01-22T15:17:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1075"},"modified":"2013-01-22T15:17:08","modified_gmt":"2013-01-22T15:17:08","slug":"when-i-lost-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1075","title":{"rendered":"When I Lost You"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/fbcdn-sphotos-h-a.akamaihd.net\/hphotos-ak-snc7\/c0.0.403.403\/p403x403\/408249_10200239049359788_1206206821_n.jpg\" alt=\"Photo: When I Lost You\n\nI wish I could see you one more time\ncome walking through the door\nBut I know that is impossible\nI will hear your voice no more.\nI know you can feel my tears\nand you don\u2019t want me to cry\nYet my heart is broken\nbecause I can\u2019t understand\nwhy someone so precious had to die.\nI pray that God will give me strength\nand somehow get me through\nAs I struggle with this heartache\nthat came when I lost you.\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>When I Lost You<\/p>\n<p>I wish I could see you one more time<br \/>\ncome walking through the door<br \/>\nBut I know that is impossible<br \/>\nI will hear your voice no more.<br \/>\nI know you can feel my tears<br \/>\nand you don\u2019t want me to cry<br \/>\nYet my heart is broken<br \/>\nbecause I can\u2019t understand<br \/>\nwhy someone so precious had to die.<br \/>\nI pray that God will give me strength<br \/>\nand somehow get me through<br \/>\nAs I struggle with this heartache<br \/>\nthat came when I lost you.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>When I came across that poem, I know that it is well suited of my feelings right now. Sometimes, I really don&#8217;t know what to do, as if I can&#8217;t think straight and do decisions. There are moments that I can&#8217;t stop crying because I wanted her back. It is a roller coaster ride of different emotions. I really miss her so much but knowing that she is fine up there, I think I should stop worrying. I dream of her most of the time and she always assures me that she is in great place and happy.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; When I Lost You I wish I could see you one more time come walking through the door But I know that is impossible I will hear your voice no more. I know you can feel my tears and you don\u2019t want me to cry Yet my heart is broken because I can\u2019t understand&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[196],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1075","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ayumi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1075","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1075"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1075\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1077,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1075\/revisions\/1077"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1075"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1075"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1075"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}