{"id":1078,"date":"2013-01-22T15:55:28","date_gmt":"2013-01-22T15:55:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1078"},"modified":"2013-01-29T11:39:08","modified_gmt":"2013-01-29T11:39:08","slug":"new-normal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1078","title":{"rendered":"New Normal"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net\/hphotos-ak-snc6\/190743_10200132427694313_464265435_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>They tell me I must learn to live a new normal<br \/>\nBut I\u2019m not sure that I know how<br \/>\nThere is nothing about my life that is normal<br \/>\nNot yesterday\u2026not now.<br \/>\nEach morning I wake crying<br \/>\nFeeling totally down and blue<br \/>\nIs this the new normal they\u2019re talking?<br \/>\nIs this my lifetime New?<br \/>\nI try to go on living<br \/>\nI try to hide the pain<br \/>\nThis new normal is not working<br \/>\nHow can they say these things?<br \/>\nI miss my baby more each day<br \/>\nWith every single breath<br \/>\nThere is nothing normal about this pain<br \/>\nOr the memories of his death<br \/>\nA new normal I can understand<br \/>\nIt does make sense to me<br \/>\nBut learning to live a new normal<br \/>\nCannot be done so easily<br \/>\nPlease tell me how to do this thing<br \/>\nPlace a new normal in my life<br \/>\nI need to learn how right now<br \/>\nSo I can be a good mother and wife<br \/>\nI will take each day as it comes<br \/>\nOne day at a time<br \/>\nAnd when my new normal finds me<br \/>\nI pray I will be fine<br \/>\n~Renee Hogan Blythe<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>They tell me I must learn to live a new normal But I\u2019m not sure that I know how There is nothing about my life that is normal Not yesterday\u2026not now. Each morning I wake crying Feeling totally down and blue Is this the new normal they\u2019re talking? Is this my lifetime New? I try&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[196],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1078","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ayumi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1078","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1078"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1078\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1087,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1078\/revisions\/1087"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1078"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1078"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1078"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}