{"id":1429,"date":"2013-05-22T18:48:38","date_gmt":"2013-05-22T18:48:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1429"},"modified":"2013-05-22T18:48:38","modified_gmt":"2013-05-22T18:48:38","slug":"may-23-2013","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1429","title":{"rendered":"May 23, 2013"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This past few days I feel that pain again.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know but I can&#8217;t control my feeling again. I just wanted to cry. I wanted this pain to go but I don&#8217;t know how.<\/p>\n<p>Feeling so low!<\/p>\n<p>I hate it!<\/p>\n<p>I am so afraid of losing any of my love ones again. It really affect my day!<\/p>\n<p>I feel the numbness and trembling of my body.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know how to cope it.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know how to get over it.<\/p>\n<p>The thought of it made me feel sick and I can&#8217;t focus anymore.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I just think of other things so that I can focus on my work.<\/p>\n<p>I really need to control my thought..<\/p>\n<p>This is depressing and I really wish that I can get through it all.<\/p>\n<p>I hope someday I can leave this pain behind my back.<\/p>\n<p>I hope someday I can face everyday with full of hopes and love.<\/p>\n<p>I believe&#8230; someday I will be okay.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/media-cache-ak1.pinimg.com\/736x\/b1\/98\/74\/b19874d28a02d0fffe78caff8c6a837d.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This past few days I feel that pain again. I don&#8217;t know but I can&#8217;t control my feeling again. I just wanted to cry. I wanted this pain to go but I don&#8217;t know how. Feeling so low! I hate it! I am so afraid of losing any of my love ones again. It really&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[253],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1429","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-grieving-mom"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1429","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1429"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1429\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1431,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1429\/revisions\/1431"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1429"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1429"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1429"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}