{"id":2047,"date":"2014-03-08T16:28:49","date_gmt":"2014-03-08T08:28:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=2047"},"modified":"2014-03-08T16:43:16","modified_gmt":"2014-03-08T08:43:16","slug":"i-miss-the-me-i-was-when-you-were-here","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=2047","title":{"rendered":"I miss the Me I Was when You Were Here.."},"content":{"rendered":"

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Dear Ayumi,<\/p>\n

When I sleep last night, I really can’t help but feel so sad. I miss your hugs and kisses. I woke up and I feel that you are there. You’ve given mommy hugs and kisses and that I realized that you never left me.<\/p>\n

Anytime soon the new baby will come out and I know it will definitely change our life forever, just like when you came to our life. I still can’t believe that I will be giving birth without you. I know you will be happy to see this new baby because I know that you likes babies too. I wanted you to know that this new baby is not a replacement for your loss, You are always special to us and no one could ever replace you. I miss you everyday and I know I will never stop missing you. You are always my baby. I know that someday we will be together again but for now please continue watching over us and help us live our lives better.<\/p>\n

I know that I am not yet ready to let you go. Most of your clothes and toys are still keep and I am not ready to give it away and I don’t know when I will be ready to give it away. But for now, I want to keep it because those are the only things that left that is from you. I will treasure them forever. I realized that I should never be ever complete because I don’t have you anymore. I don’t feel complete happiness since you’ve been gone.<\/p>\n

I love you so much baby!<\/p>\n

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Love,<\/p>\n

Mommy<\/p>\n

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                  Dear Ayumi, When I sleep last night, I really can’t help but feel so sad. I miss your hugs and kisses. I woke up and I feel that you are there. You’ve given mommy hugs and kisses and that I realized that you never left me.… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[253],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2047","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-grieving-mom"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2047","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2047"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2047\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2050,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2047\/revisions\/2050"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2047"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2047"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2047"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}