>Need Cash…

>Today is my payday and I got surprised that I can’t withdraw using my oDesk card. My husband tried different banks but still no successful transaction. We supposed to pay our house and here we are worrying about it. I told my husband to log in to payoneer.com and ask for help. Luckily someone fix it and the issue is all about technical error. It’s difficult if we are experiencing like this because the customer support of payoneer is only available during U.S business hours. I wish that they will provide 24-hour service.

Instead of buying our grocery today we just stay at home and order jollibee and tomorrow will be our grocery time.

>It is so Complicated!! Can you Hande It?

>The girl was 18 yrs. old when he met his 25 yrs. old bf. It was a very short relationship. A boy asked her to marry him but the girl refused. He promised good things but She was too young and not ready for commitment… they broke up.

Then the girl met a new guy. He wanted to marry her but Her family don’t want the Second guy… eventually they broke up… so complicated.

She met the Third Guy, long distance love affair… complicated… then broke up!

Fourth Guy came… the man of her dream. She was so adventurous. He was ready to settle down. She can’t stay in one place…. eventually lost communication. Broke up!

Fifth Guy a cool one. Stay with her no matter what. Capture her heart. Her family loves him. They are still together.

The Missing Guy, a college friend and a colleague. Love her in silence and one day surprised her… expresses his love in a crowd. She was speechless and believes that he’s not the one. Later… found out he might be the one and now looking for him.

and The fourth guy is now married and not happy. He wanted her back! He realized that she is the one. Remember… he is the man of her dreams. Still.. complicated!

Lesson: Love is so complicated!

>Offer Unaccepted….

>I got an interview today. I applied for SEO work and he offered me $150/month. Honestly I really want the job but we don’t agree on the amount. I need to work full time for the work, meaning 8 hours a day and 6 days a week. The rate is not right. I am doing SEO work for a higher rate in a part time work. I am just sad that some are taking advantage. I have a reasonable rate but this one is really not enough. It’s a right job but not so right rate.

If you are doing SEO work I know that you will agree with me. Doing SEO work is so time consuming and pain in the ass and I guess I deserve better rate… what do you think?

>Trying it!!

>
Two years ago I was making digiscrapbook but since I don’t have a right software I stop doing it. Today I downloaded a trial software and I tried it and start loving it.

I even printed my projects two years ago and so happy for the outcome and this time I will try doing it and this only mean that I have to buy new ink for my printer. LOL..

The ink of my printer is expensive and maybe if I have extra money I will let a printing company do it.

>Motherhood, Career… etc

>Last week I was so worried about my career situation so I send as many applications as I can. Yesterday I got 3 interviews and got hired in the two openings. These are part time jobs and thankful for it because I know it help us financially.

Lately I’ve been browsing my friends profile in friendster because I am still looking for that person. Sad to say I can’t find that person but still I’m not losing hope. I hope soon…

As a work at home mom I got a chance of witnessing Gareth daily activities and lately I keep on shouting at him because he is so active and curious about so many things. He don’t want me to control him. Oh well… motherhood things.. *sigh*

It’s Monday and still feel restless and my mind is not working yet…

>Love Quotes

>
Valentine is coming and I wanted to share the love quotes…

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Try to live life
with the least I’m SORRY..
that means thinking before
saying or doing anything,

“it’s always better
not to hurt anyone than
apologize after you’ve hurt them

Do you know
what’s the most painful thing in the world?

Is when you both love each other
and yet couldn’t patch things up..

where’s the pain?..

it’s when one decided to end it up
and the other has no choice than to give up

“they say you’d know
you miss someone..

when it’s them you think of..
when your alone..

but i say you truly miss someone,
if it’s them you’re looking for
and thinking about,

even if your with a happy crowd..”

—–

as I grow old,
my realizations about life become deeper..

problems get bigger…

situations become more
complicated..

sometimes, i wish i could go back..

back to the time..

when the only man in my life
was my dad..

my only best friend was
my mom..

and any pain could be healed
by just a band aid and a lollipop..”

——-

never let someone hurt you twice
giving him a 2nd chance is exposing
yourself to be hurt again..

if had done it once its bound to happen again…

why?

coz you’ve gave him the idea
that no matter how much he’ll hurt you,
you’d still accept him all over again
giving him the power to hurt you again..

once is enough to learn..

——–

Sometimes, we want to say this to someone:

“you suck, you’re insensitive,
inconsiderate, selfish, cruel, thoughtless
mean person who doesn’t deserve to be cared for
by a person like me..

i i wish you could just disappear
so you couldn’t hurt me anymore..”

but when we open our mouths
to say it,
it comes out a little softer like:

“I LOVE YOU”

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>At the park

>We had a walk this afternoon around the area and let Gareth spend time at the park. He is curious about the place so we are teaching him to enjoy it. We also need to take this chance of walking every afternoon while we are not so busy in our work yet. We need to exercise and we are hoping to lose weight.