Monthly Archives: March 2013

Feeling of a Brother

I love posting of my kids pictures whenever they are together but sadly I can’t post it anymore. Gareth loves to browse Ayumi’s pictures on my iPad. I know in my heart that he misses her sister so much. Gareth … Continue reading

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Do not Stand at My Grave and Weep

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Staying at Home

I decided to stay at home today because the nanny needs to leave early so I am here taking care of my eldest son. He keeps on singing while watching TV. My nephew is also here so the house is … Continue reading

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Anger

Today is the day that I don’t want to move. I just want to stay in bed and wishes not to wake up anymore. The pain is killing me and it leads me to anger. I hate why I am … Continue reading

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After a While

  This is such a nice poem and I learn a lot from it and realize that everything written is what I am experiencing right now.

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Monday

It’s a busy Monday. I went to my Spa earlier because I need to talk to the supplier then headed here at my travel agency office. It was fun being busy because that is the only way I got a … Continue reading

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Second Month

Dear Ayumi, Today is the 2nd month without you. Everyday I woke up, you are the first person in my mind. I miss you so much. I miss those days that you are with us. I miss everything about you. … Continue reading

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