{"id":1219,"date":"2013-03-08T06:37:26","date_gmt":"2013-03-08T06:37:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1219"},"modified":"2013-03-08T06:37:26","modified_gmt":"2013-03-08T06:37:26","slug":"feeling-of-a-brother","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1219","title":{"rendered":"Feeling of a Brother"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I love posting of my kids pictures whenever they are together but sadly I can&#8217;t post it anymore. Gareth loves to browse Ayumi&#8217;s pictures on my iPad. I know in my heart that he misses her sister so much. Gareth is a special child and eventhough he is like that I know that he is affected and it hurts me so much because he can&#8217;t even express his feelings. The pain I feel everytime Gareth is looking for her sister is unbearable.<\/p>\n<p>When we visit Ayumi&#8217;s grave with Gareth, he just stare at the picture of Ayumi and I don&#8217;t know if he understand the whole thing. In our house, we hide all Ayumi&#8217;s pictures because everytime Gareth saw it, he scream, cries and shout &#8220;baby!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Now that it was taken, he is not shouting anymore but loves to browse the pictures of her sister on my iPad and iPhone. I hope someday Gareth can express his feelings because it worries me a lot.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fbcdn-sphotos-g-a.akamaihd.net\/hphotos-ak-ash4\/482378_10200598503865926_414700797_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I love posting of my kids pictures whenever they are together but sadly I can&#8217;t post it anymore. Gareth loves to browse Ayumi&#8217;s pictures on my iPad. I know in my heart that he misses her sister so much. Gareth is a special child and eventhough he is like that I know that he is&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1219","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-gareth"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1219","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1219"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1219\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1220,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1219\/revisions\/1220"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1219"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1219"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1219"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}