{"id":1460,"date":"2013-06-05T11:16:44","date_gmt":"2013-06-05T11:16:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1460"},"modified":"2013-06-05T11:18:30","modified_gmt":"2013-06-05T11:18:30","slug":"random-thoughts-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1460","title":{"rendered":"Random Thoughts"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Okay, so here I am. So many things keeps running on my mind lately.<\/p>\n<p>First, so many things happened lately but all is good. Since, I came back from our Cebu Trip, I have to do some international bookings for my client and since it is their first time to try our service, they are a little bit worried so we met and assured them that my business is legit. Well, I understand, I&#8217;ve done so many times already and some really wanted to meet me first before they will send the payment and I truly understand them because they the tours are expensive. Everytime I meet clients, I am always excited. I wanted to let them know that I am real as well as my business. So it was quite hard but I enjoy doing my job.<\/p>\n<p>I just love that I have so many things to do right now and so far I can&#8217;t focus on the painful side of my life. \u00a0I am occupied of the business meetings and closing deals with my clients. After all it&#8217;s a wonderful life indeed.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes, I just thought how some get through it. I wonder how they cope. I don&#8217;t know but sometimes, I wanted to know on how they make it on how they survived after losing a child. I talked to a friend who also lost a son and even after 10 years or more I can still see the pain in the eyes. I also got a chance to talk to the old couple who happened to know that I lost a child, they only asked it for a while and eventually changed the topic because they saw the pain in my eyes. Sometimes, it feels awkward to express your feelings because the people around you, don&#8217;t even know how to react or deal with your feelings. \u00a0But, I understand them. There a times also that I don&#8217;t want to talk about it anymore. But sometimes, I want to talk about her more so that I can release everything but I only wanted to talk about it with hubby and close friends.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/media-cache-ak2.pinimg.com\/236x\/04\/f7\/64\/04f764a2f9892ee082a1fd32066b297d.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/media-cache-ec2.pinimg.com\/236x\/53\/a8\/a2\/53a8a25c232c2ccaa54c53ef964373fa.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Okay, so here I am. So many things keeps running on my mind lately. First, so many things happened lately but all is good. Since, I came back from our Cebu Trip, I have to do some international bookings for my client and since it is their first time to try our service, they are&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[253,7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1460","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-grieving-mom","category-personal"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1460","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1460"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1460\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1462,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1460\/revisions\/1462"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1460"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1460"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1460"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}