{"id":1569,"date":"2013-07-30T18:23:22","date_gmt":"2013-07-30T10:23:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1569"},"modified":"2013-07-30T18:23:22","modified_gmt":"2013-07-30T10:23:22","slug":"1569","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1569","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I miss my little Ayumi so much. \u00a0The last scene keeps on playing on my mind right now. It&#8217;s quite different because I don&#8217;t panic anymore everytime I remember that painful moment. I am just wondering the exact time she last breath. I don&#8217;t know but it just made me sad.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I wanted to shout! I have questions but it seems that I can&#8217;t find the answer.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I am so emotional lately&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I even wonder what she is doing right now. I wanted to know her daily activities. I wanted to know her more. I wanted to have her more.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I am just longing for my baby and I can&#8217;t help but feel the emptiness and sadness again.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Being strong is not enough because there are really moments that I will fall in misery.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I miss my little Ayumi so much. \u00a0The last scene keeps on playing on my mind right now. It&#8217;s quite different because I don&#8217;t panic anymore everytime I remember that painful moment. I am just wondering the exact time she last breath. I don&#8217;t know but it just made me sad. &nbsp; I wanted to&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[196,253],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1569","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ayumi","category-grieving-mom"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1569","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1569"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1569\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1570,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1569\/revisions\/1570"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1569"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1569"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1569"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}