{"id":1705,"date":"2013-10-14T15:59:10","date_gmt":"2013-10-14T07:59:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1705"},"modified":"2013-10-14T16:00:59","modified_gmt":"2013-10-14T08:00:59","slug":"baby-bump","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1705","title":{"rendered":"Baby Bump"},"content":{"rendered":"

Our rainbow baby now turns 17 weeks. I am so happy to announce that I can feel kicks most of the time. It is really true that if you are carrying on the 3rd time, you can feel the movement sooner. I love it and it made me realize that this is really real, hahaha. There are times that I can’t still believe that I am carrying a new baby.<\/p>\n

No words can describe how happy we are when we found out that I am pregnant again. After the pain we’ve been through but I believe that this is so worth it. It seems that me and baby has a connections and I often see the baby in my dreams. Even before I got pregnant, I saw the baby in my dreams and keeps on insisting that he or she is just waiting to be with us. At first I was hesitant but later on I give in because I believe that this is my calling. To be the baby’s mom, to show my unconditional love and just to be with us until we grow old.<\/p>\n

If you’ve been through what we’ve been through, there are moments that we lose our faith and just surrounded by fear but I am trying so hard to fight for it and by constantly praying and asking guidance from God and Mama Mary, I am stronger now and I know that there things happen for a reason. If Ayumi was not gone, maybe we are not planning to have this new baby, but deep inside my heart I am longing to have a new baby and I believe that there is someone waiting to be with us. This is really my Calling<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

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Showing my baby bump. Taken at Subic.\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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The future is still blur but I don’t care about it anymore. I don’t want to think of the future but all I wanted to do is to focus on the present. I will do everything to keep the baby healthy and safe. I let God and Mama Mary control everything. I believe that I am in good hands.<\/p>\n

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Our rainbow baby now turns 17 weeks. I am so happy to announce that I can feel kicks most of the time. It is really true that if you are carrying on the 3rd time, you can feel the movement sooner. I love it and it made me realize that this is really real, hahaha.… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[278],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1705","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rainbow-baby"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1705","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1705"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1705\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1707,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1705\/revisions\/1707"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1705"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1705"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1705"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}