{"id":1980,"date":"2014-02-07T14:43:28","date_gmt":"2014-02-07T06:43:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1980"},"modified":"2014-02-07T14:45:35","modified_gmt":"2014-02-07T06:45:35","slug":"missing-my-ayumi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=1980","title":{"rendered":"Missing My Ayumi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I miss my baby so much today. I wake up earlier than usual. I don&#8217;t know but I can&#8217;t go back to sleep. I want to hug her again. I really miss hugging and kissing her.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-1981\" alt=\"IMG_2057\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/IMG_2057.jpg\" width=\"480\" height=\"480\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/IMG_2057.jpg 480w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/IMG_2057-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/IMG_2057-300x300.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 480px) 100vw, 480px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>How I wish she is still with us&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>But in moment like this, I just remember our conversation:<\/p>\n<p>Pillow: (Wake up crying) Patay<\/p>\n<p>Me: Sino?<\/p>\n<p>Pillow: Lilo (referring to herself)<\/p>\n<p>Me: No. Hindi pwede, malulungkot si mommy.<\/p>\n<p>She never said anything after that. She just hug and kiss me. That is how we said our goodbyes. That&#8217;s how she informed me that she will die. That&#8217;s how she prepared me. I never thought that our conversation that time will help me in this moment of sadness. She is truly our angel. She never failed to help me.<\/p>\n<p>But how I wish it never happened.. how I really wish that I can still see her today playing and full of life. I really wish&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"Missing Someone Pictures, Photos, and Images for Facebook, Tumblr, Pinterest, and Twitter\" src=\"http:\/\/media-cache-ec0.pinimg.com\/736x\/d8\/cf\/67\/d8cf67234dea9c61d098cea5fd598a09.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I miss my baby so much today. I wake up earlier than usual. I don&#8217;t know but I can&#8217;t go back to sleep. I want to hug her again. I really miss hugging and kissing her. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; How I wish she is still with us&#8230;&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[196,253],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1980","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ayumi","category-grieving-mom"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1980","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1980"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1980\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1985,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1980\/revisions\/1985"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1980"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1980"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1980"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}