{"id":2919,"date":"2015-01-30T18:36:25","date_gmt":"2015-01-30T10:36:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=2919"},"modified":"2015-01-30T19:05:18","modified_gmt":"2015-01-30T11:05:18","slug":"blast-from-the-past","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=2919","title":{"rendered":"Blast From The Past"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am so afraid of touching my things from the past coz&#8217; I might saw something that will affect my mood. That will stop me from doing what I am doing and just remember the past.<\/p>\n<p>Today, I happened to hold my old planner. My 2010 planner when Ayumi was born. It made me remember how I plan everything and how busy I was with my work.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/wpid-20150130_182136.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone \" title=\"20150130_182136.jpg\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/wpid-20150130_182136.jpg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"595\" height=\"1058\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I saw this baby checklist that I needed to purchase for her arrival. It just made me realized that I prepare so much for her. I am always like this when a new baby is coming. I prepare everything, just like when Gareth, Ayumi and Xavier. Pareho ang preparation sa kanilang tatlo. Dahil parehong excited ako.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/wpid-20150130_182122.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone \" title=\"20150130_182122.jpg\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/wpid-20150130_182122.jpg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"510\" height=\"907\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I saw Gareth and Ayumi&#8217;s baptism invitation. It made me feel sad&#8230; really sad. haist!<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/wpid-20150130_182212.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone \" title=\"20150130_182212.jpg\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/wpid-20150130_182212.jpg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"613\" height=\"1090\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I also saw our airfare tickets. Infant pa dito si Ayumi, siguro eto yong nagpunta kami sa Bohol, her first ever trip.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/wpid-20150130_182247.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone \" title=\"20150130_182247.jpg\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/wpid-20150130_182247.jpg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"453\" height=\"255\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I wish she is still with us. I wish to experience life with her. I just miss her! I really do.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am so afraid of touching my things from the past coz&#8217; I might saw something that will affect my mood. That will stop me from doing what I am doing and just remember the past. Today, I happened to hold my old planner. My 2010 planner when Ayumi was born. It made me remember&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[196,253],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2919","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ayumi","category-grieving-mom"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2919","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2919"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2919\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2921,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2919\/revisions\/2921"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2919"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2919"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2919"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}