{"id":4082,"date":"2015-09-17T02:19:50","date_gmt":"2015-09-16T18:19:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=4082"},"modified":"2015-09-17T02:19:50","modified_gmt":"2015-09-16T18:19:50","slug":"not-feeling-good","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=4082","title":{"rendered":"Not Feeling Good"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am not feeling good since yesterday. I have some body pains and colds, maybe this is because of the weather. So I just stay and work at home. I always wanted something hot because of my itchy throat.<\/p>\n<p>We also got a chance to watch movie at home with \u00a0my cousins. It is always a good time when we watched movie together. I also spent time with the kids. I just love being around with them. My kids are my top priority and you know how much it hurts me when I lost Pillow. There are days that I really wish so hard that she is still with us. Sometimes, I wonder where she is right now. I wonder what she is doing and I just hope that I have this power to know what she is doing now.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t blog about my feelings so much this past few months because I don&#8217;t want to dwell to much about it anymore but it doesn&#8217;t mean that I forget about it. Kasi alam ko na kahit kailan hindi naman makalimutan yon. It was the worst feeling ever and sometimes I just can&#8217;t believe that it happened to me. I can&#8217;t believe that I lost a daughter&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>When I don&#8217;t feel good, I have this endless thoughts that keeps on coming and I really can&#8217;t control it. Sometimes I even wonder why I am still here while my daughter is not here. But, I am just glad that I find a reason to stay. Everytime I look at Gareth and Xavier, I suddenly realized that having them is enough reasons for me to stay.<\/p>\n<p>So if you are experiencing the worst today.. just hang on because I always believe that God has better plans for you.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com\/736x\/29\/82\/0b\/29820b93ee63ffc5e937dbf6f94ecf90.jpg\" alt=\"to change us\/\/: \" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am not feeling good since yesterday. I have some body pains and colds, maybe this is because of the weather. So I just stay and work at home. I always wanted something hot because of my itchy throat. We also got a chance to watch movie at home with \u00a0my cousins. It is always&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4082","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4082","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4082"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4082\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4084,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4082\/revisions\/4084"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4082"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4082"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4082"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}