{"id":4411,"date":"2015-11-27T03:41:59","date_gmt":"2015-11-26T19:41:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=4411"},"modified":"2015-11-27T03:41:59","modified_gmt":"2015-11-26T19:41:59","slug":"4-years-ago","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=4411","title":{"rendered":"4 Years Ago"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Okay, Facebook has this thing that will show you some memories and today I got this.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net\/hphotos-ak-xaf1\/v\/t1.0-9\/386399_2665237431046_324236695_n.jpg?oh=ba07b94aad7c980f2ce7b09f6fc6388d&amp;oe=56F35D46&amp;__gda__=1458708065_e92fc0afdd58d0ca12a7a1acd11ad73c\" alt=\"\" width=\"646\" height=\"434\" \/><\/p>\n<p>This was taken when we first visited Hongkong Disneyland. It was fun and we had a great time. It was our first out of the country trip with Ayumi and Gareth.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net\/hphotos-ak-xpf1\/v\/t1.0-9\/311934_2665366714278_856969274_n.jpg?oh=c70813e7bab87c6c02638729f2d4fa82&amp;oe=56E674D1&amp;__gda__=1457429144_028c205eefacb1b22136998d3ca86551\" alt=\"\" width=\"710\" height=\"477\" \/><\/p>\n<p>When hubby talked about it, we are both not yet ready to go back to any Disneyland. I think we will not be ready unless Xavier will request it in the future.<\/p>\n<p>The truth is, there are so many places that we really can&#8217;t go back yet. We are trying to avoid some places that has remarkable memories of Ayumi. It is just we are \u00a0not yet ready and I don&#8217;t know if there are comes a time that we will be ready. I just can&#8217;t even mentioned it here because just by thinking about it are making me sad.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s it&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com\/736x\/e0\/d8\/f7\/e0d8f79605b4bf4c097d0ee3e81e50d8.jpg\" alt=\"This just sums it up perfectly. I have lost some pretty amazing people from my life. It never goes away. I will never be the same for having known them, and I cannot wait to see them again when my time on Earth is done.: \" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Okay, Facebook has this thing that will show you some memories and today I got this. This was taken when we first visited Hongkong Disneyland. It was fun and we had a great time. It was our first out of the country trip with Ayumi and Gareth. When hubby talked about it, we are both&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[253],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4411","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-grieving-mom"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4411","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4411"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4411\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4412,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4411\/revisions\/4412"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4411"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4411"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4411"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}