{"id":4709,"date":"2016-01-05T00:19:29","date_gmt":"2016-01-04T16:19:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=4709"},"modified":"2016-01-05T01:28:50","modified_gmt":"2016-01-04T17:28:50","slug":"3rd-year-angel-anniversary","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=4709","title":{"rendered":"3rd Year Angel Anniversary"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Jan. 3, 2015<\/p>\n

It’s the 3rd Year Angel Anniversary of Ayumi and it still feels like yesterday. I miss her everyday! There are days that I woke up and looking for her. That feeling when you know that you missed someone so much and don’t know how to deal with it… well I always had that feeling and when it strike, I just go out and pray so hard. I look around and just appreciate what I have and not deal much of what I don’t have.<\/p>\n

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I don’t feel good that day but I forced myself to get up and visit Ayumi’s place. We had our take out order of Jollibee and had our lunch at her place.<\/p>\n

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We also offer her favorite spaghetti.<\/p>\n

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It’s been 3 years and though the pain subside, I still have some unanswered questions but I just let it be by now. I am always wondering about our life if Ayumi is still with us. I am wondering how we have our conversation. I wonder how she will look like. I have this endless thoughts about her…<\/p>\n

Maybe I will be like this until my last breath and be united with her again.<\/p>\n

For now, I will just live my life, live the best as I can. I know that she is with us always, guiding and protecting us.<\/p>\n

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