{"id":4826,"date":"2016-01-27T04:33:12","date_gmt":"2016-01-26T20:33:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=4826"},"modified":"2016-01-27T04:43:10","modified_gmt":"2016-01-26T20:43:10","slug":"something","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=4826","title":{"rendered":"Something&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I happened to check my old files while cleaning up my things and I found these&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>My 2010 Planner..<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/img_1431.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/img_1431.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"630\" height=\"472\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>When I opened it, I got these.<\/p>\n<p>Yes it&#8217;s still hurts. It hurt so much that I am just used to it. I am living with that pain now and I don&#8217;t know if it will ever go away.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/img_1430-1.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/img_1430-1.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"624\" height=\"468\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I saw her Baptism invitations and some airline tickets it made me realize that I miss her so much! I really wish that she is still with us. I really wish that Ayumi and Xavier meet and play together.<\/p>\n<p>I even saw her old shoes that I secretly hide. I even smelled it and it just break my heart so much!<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I thought that pain was gone but it will never be. It just inside of me&#8230; hiding!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I happened to check my old files while cleaning up my things and I found these&#8230; My 2010 Planner.. When I opened it, I got these. Yes it&#8217;s still hurts. It hurt so much that I am just used to it. I am living with that pain now and I don&#8217;t know if it will&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4824,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[196,253],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4826","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-ayumi","category-grieving-mom"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4826","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4826"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4826\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4829,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4826\/revisions\/4829"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4824"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4826"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4826"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4826"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}