{"id":6773,"date":"2017-02-08T18:13:52","date_gmt":"2017-02-08T10:13:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=6773"},"modified":"2017-02-08T19:59:28","modified_gmt":"2017-02-08T11:59:28","slug":"i-wish-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=6773","title":{"rendered":"I Wish&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com\/564x\/ff\/77\/eb\/ff77ebdbf42eb2124d80cde811542051.jpg\" alt=\"Faith and Fear: \" \/><\/p>\n<p>Starting a business is not easy. The most challenging part of starting a business is the capital. Having a capital is really crucial in starting a business and I just hope I have enough. It is always a challenge for me particularly this time that my business is growing and I have more ideas in mind but I need to hold on for a while because of the lack of capital. This is the moment that I wish I am rich enough to pursue my dreams but hey.. I am not. It is a struggle but I am holding on. I know that in time I will get through it. I know that I just have to pause for a moment and just work on what I have.<\/p>\n<p>Lately, I am overwhelmed of all the things that are happening in my life particularly in my business. I really don&#8217;t have someone that I can talk to that is the same with my status. I don&#8217;t have friends who are really into this business so I don&#8217;t have any to open up. I just read books and talk to my husband about my plans. I have no one to confide to in terms of business. Somehow it&#8217;s frustrating&#8230; but I realized that being the head of the company, I should deal with it. Sometimes I based my decisions logically but still I need to use my heart and it&#8217;s hard sometimes but believe me, if you are in my situation, you will definitely used your heart more but you need to hide it from everyone.<\/p>\n<p>I need to show that I am in control of everything, which is really the case but it&#8217;s not really always easy. It might look cool because I need guidance too, and with that I am relying on my faith. Hoping that I made a great decision everytime I made one.<\/p>\n<p>Despite of what is going on right now, I am still so thankful for everything. Because I know that I will make it through. I know that is just part of the journey and part of my ultimate goal to help others and to build a company that will definitely help those who are\u00a0in need.<\/p>\n<p>There are days that I wanted to give up but when I look at my people&#8217;s eyes and situation, I know that I don&#8217;t have any reason to give up. I don&#8217;t have any reason to feel so down. I need to be strong and let my company grow because they are depending on me. I don&#8217;t want to disappoint them. I want to let them feel that I am here for them and I will do, with all my might to make things work.<\/p>\n<p>So there you go.. I finally started sharing about me as a businesswoman. I think I should be doing this often because somehow I need to unload it from my system and I think that is also one of the reason why I have blog, because I need to express myself freely here. So please don&#8217;t judge. I also wanted to put some of my thoughts and feelings here so that someday I can easily reread this and maybe I will just laugh about this, because I know that I will overcome this hardships soon. Sooner than I think. Maybe, I will let my son&#8217;s or grandchild read my blog in the future and this explains how I struggle with my life but still I never give up.<\/p>\n<p>So there&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>God Bless everyone!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Starting a business is not easy. The most challenging part of starting a business is the capital. Having a capital is really crucial in starting a business and I just hope I have enough. 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