{"id":9281,"date":"2018-04-18T15:08:45","date_gmt":"2018-04-18T07:08:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=9281"},"modified":"2018-04-18T15:08:45","modified_gmt":"2018-04-18T07:08:45","slug":"still-longing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=9281","title":{"rendered":"Still Longing&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday we visited Ayumi.<\/p>\n<p>It was always like this&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>When I accomplished something I needed to go back to her place.<\/p>\n<p>I need to see her&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>The more I need to talk to her&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Because I know that somehow she is really guiding us.<\/p>\n<p>I know that whatever success we have, she is also behind it all.<\/p>\n<p>My daughter knows what my heart desires and I know that she is helping me to achieve it.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-9280\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/img_8078.jpg\" width=\"3024\" height=\"3024\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/img_8078.jpg 3024w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/img_8078-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/img_8078-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/img_8078-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/img_8078-1024x1024.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 3024px) 100vw, 3024px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I just realized&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>That no matter how life will reward me, it will never complete me&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>There is always something inside&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Something that she can only fill.<\/p>\n<p>I miss her so much!<\/p>\n<p>Oh God&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday we visited Ayumi. It was always like this&#8230; When I accomplished something I needed to go back to her place. I need to see her&#8230; The more I need to talk to her&#8230; Because I know that somehow she is really guiding us. I know that whatever success we have, she is also behind&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9280,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[196],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9281","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-ayumi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9281","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9281"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9281\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9284,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9281\/revisions\/9284"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/9280"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9281"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9281"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9281"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}