{"id":9433,"date":"2018-05-17T14:17:21","date_gmt":"2018-05-17T06:17:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=9433"},"modified":"2018-05-17T14:17:21","modified_gmt":"2018-05-17T06:17:21","slug":"mothers-day-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=9433","title":{"rendered":"Mother&#8217;s Day"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I got these surprises from hubby.<\/p>\n<p>I am so thankful for all the efforts.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-9432 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8866.jpg\" width=\"3024\" height=\"4032\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8866.jpg 3024w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8866-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8866-768x1024.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 3024px) 100vw, 3024px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Actually, I really don&#8217;t like celebrating Mother&#8217;s Day.<\/p>\n<p>When I lost my daughter, I stopped celebrating it. I don&#8217;t really feel the day anymore.<\/p>\n<p>When you lost a child, you will see things in way different than before.<\/p>\n<p>Everyday I have this feeling of emptiness, a feeling that no one can make you feel better no matter how the good situations are.<\/p>\n<p>But then things changed..<\/p>\n<p>Now that I have Xavier and he greets me.. I realized that maybe I should give it a try.<\/p>\n<p>It is going to be so unfair for him if I will stay in that sad place.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-9430 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8897.jpg\" width=\"1080\" height=\"1079\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8897.jpg 1080w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8897-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8897-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8897-768x767.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8897-1024x1024.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1080px) 100vw, 1080px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>He deserved to see the happy Mom part of me.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t want to lose that glow because of the pain I had in the past.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t want to create that image to my son&#8217;s mind that I am in deep pain and sorrow because I know it will affect him as a person.<\/p>\n<p>I need to make extra effort to show my appreciation in everything that his doing to make me happy.<\/p>\n<p>I want him to remember me that despite of my pain I still managed to be happy.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-9431 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8896.jpg\" width=\"1080\" height=\"1080\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8896.jpg 1080w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8896-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8896-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8896-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/img_8896-1024x1024.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1080px) 100vw, 1080px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>But when I am alone, I&#8217;m still longing for those little hands to hugs and those lips to kiss me. I just miss my Pillow so much.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I got these surprises from hubby. I am so thankful for all the efforts. Actually, I really don&#8217;t like celebrating Mother&#8217;s Day. When I lost my daughter, I stopped celebrating it. I don&#8217;t really feel the day anymore. When you lost a child, you will see things in way different than before. 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