{"id":9889,"date":"2018-08-07T03:53:04","date_gmt":"2018-08-06T19:53:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=9889"},"modified":"2018-08-07T03:53:04","modified_gmt":"2018-08-06T19:53:04","slug":"ayumis-8th-birthday","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/?p=9889","title":{"rendered":"Ayumi’s 8th Birthday"},"content":{"rendered":"

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August 3, 2018<\/p>\n

This is somehow a difficult time to write about.<\/p>\n

Today is Pillow’s 8th birthday.<\/p>\n

So I really don’t know what to do… I never have a plan.<\/p>\n

This should be a big event if only she’s\u00a0 here…<\/p>\n

Para akong ninakawan…\u00a0 marami pa sanang plano pero wala na… hindi na pwedeng gawin.<\/p>\n

I woke up feeling so down. I really don’t know what to do. I don’t have plans just like in the past years. Eto pa may mga memories na binabalik ang facebook, sobrang sakit. Nakita ko ulit kung papano kami nagcelebrate ng birthdays nya.<\/p>\n

So ayon nagpunta muna kaming bank then I ordered flower. Dumaan sa Jollibee kasi yon ang favorite food nya. Then nagpunta na kami sa resting place nya.<\/p>\n

Deep in my heart I wanted to celebrate but it should be with her.<\/p>\n

I’m still wondering how she looks like in eight, her favorite color, favorite food, favorite places to go and I am longing so much about her.<\/p>\n

The pain is still the same but I learn how to live my life in that pain.<\/p>\n

So many things are going on lately and most of the time I am hoping that she is still with us to celebrate our success. I know someday everything will make sense to me but for now I will continue to live my life despite the confusions.<\/p>\n

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August 3, 2018 This is somehow a difficult time to write about. Today is Pillow’s 8th birthday. So I really don’t know what to do… I never have a plan. This should be a big event if only she’s\u00a0 here… Para akong ninakawan…\u00a0 marami pa sanang plano pero wala na… hindi na pwedeng gawin. I… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9888,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[196,253],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9889","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-ayumi","category-grieving-mom"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9889","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9889"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9889\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9901,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9889\/revisions\/9901"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/9888"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9889"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9889"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bubblymom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9889"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}