My Life Through Pictures
I was in a vacation from Jan. 3-6. We traveled to Northern Part of Luzon and it was so great. I will post more about it on my next post. 🙂
For now, I am back to work… so many things to do. I should work first and talk about our adventures later.
Have a great day everyone!
I woke up late..
I woke up around 3pm and I am not supposed to wake up that late but I don’t have enough energy to wake up early. I feel so down…
If only I can sleep and skip Jan. 3 I will do it. I am not okay…
The 2nd death anniversary of Ayumi will be tomorrow and I don’t feel like doing anything. Yes, 2 years but still everything is still so fresh. Everything that happened on that day is still on my mind. I can still remember how I lost part of me. I still remember that feeling when I saw her lifeless… Â I still remember when I begged God to let my daughter stay with me… Â I still remember when I prayed “Your will be done”… Â I still remember how gloomy that day was. I still remember when I surrender everything to God. All those things are still inside of me… I know I will never stop remembering those days of my life.
Yes, it humbled me… Â I see life differently now. Since then, I never the same person I was before. I am different. I have new normal now. Normal for me now is when I visited Ayumi in cemetery first during Christmas and New Year and other special occasions. Normal for me now is always have this fear…. Normal for me now is always feeling this emptiness. Normal for me is trying to live my life just the way I wanted to live and not living a life because what other people want me to do. Yes, so many things has change and sometimes those changes that are happening in my life is still beyond my control, I just wonder how it happened.
A friend told me that my life is always exciting. When she told me about it, I don’t really get it at first but when I review my life, it is indeed exciting. I’ve been through ups and downs in life. Life has been knocked me down for so many times but I always get up. Though how hard I was knocked down I always see to it to get up. I am a fighter but there are days in my life that I am on my lowest point and when I reached that lowest point of my life that is the best time that I feel His presence. That is the best moment I feel God helping me to get up. God is helping me all through this time, without him I know that I can’t make it. I always Him to guide me and just stay with me no matter what.
2014 is a great year for me. It is the year when Xavier was born. Our rainbow baby was born. I am glad that I gave birth without any complications. I am thankful that I gave birth to a healthy baby boy. Having Xavier in our life is really a blessing. He is indeed our rainbow baby, because of him I believe that we should never lose our hope. We should continue to believe that God has a better plans for us.
In 2014, I open a new spa branch and through it I believe that I am capable of expanding my business. Managing a business is not easy. It takes dedication and patience and lots of prayers to make the business work.
In 2014, I am thankful for a better health. I am glad that I am now healthier than before. We are now more conscious on the food we take. I am thankful that finally I lost weight. I am not in my ideal weight yet but I believe that I can reach my goal soon because I know that I am on a right track now.
In 2014, our love with each other is going strong. My family is now more peaceful though we have differences but right now we are more matured to adjust to each other attitudes. I am happy the way it is now.
2014 is indeed a great year! I am thankful for all the people who stays with me through this journey. I know that there is so much to do but with God’s guidance I will achieve our goals.
Most of all, I am thankful for my husband, kids and siblings. They are my everything.
I welcomed 2015 with a blast!
I am thankful for all my staff for celebrating New Year with us.
We had our simple beauty contest and I am glad that everyone participates.
I required them to wear curtains as a gown so no need to spend for a gown. They are indeed very resourceful. I had fun seeing them perform because they are all talented.
We also have a dance contest for Antipolo and Angono Branch.
It was a blast!
When clock strikes 12, we gather together to thank God for a wonderful 2014 and we welcome 2015!
Happy New Year Everyone!