I know that women will definitely agree with me.. that every month we have our Blah moment.
Yesterday, I woke up not feeling well. Masakit ang puson and I knew that I will be having my monthly period. But, I have a very important to do. I need to visit my closest Mother in the Sisters of Mary. I heard that she is back from Korea and not feeling well and I really can’t wait of not seeing her. So I decided to visit and cancel some of our appointments.
When I reached Cavite, I don’t feel good due to my period. I spent most of my time updating each other lives with my “Mother”. After our meeting, I had headache and bodyache. I don’t feel like going anywhere…
I just wanted to go home.
I just wanted to lie down and close my eyes…
I really hate this moment but I have no choice. I have to deal with it.
Today, I am just staying at home and do my work. I have so much to do and I am glad that somewhat I feel okay. I love staying at home with my kids. Specially if I am taking care of Xavier. My favorite part is putting him to sleep and feeding him. I feel good if I am with my kids, they are indeed my everything.
This blah moments will definitely happen every month but I will continue to beat this. I will not let it ruin my days. ahhahaha