I am done with my urgent project and I am so glad that I submitted it earlier than the deadline. I almost worked more than 12 hours everyday for the past 2 weeks and I can’t even have a moment for myself. I miss going out but I always see to it to have time with the kids. Sometimes I worked with them while they are watching tv and I let them inside our room while I am working. But I don’t let them enter our room when the deadline was coming coz’ I need to focus. Yes, that’s how I work… I don’t want any distraction if I really wanted to finish on something. By the way, that project is very important because it was a trial work and if I passed on that then we can get more projects and if that happens then I will be needing more people for that project. I know that in that way, I will be able to provide jobs that will definitely help those who needed work so badly.
This past few weeks was full of ups and downs. I have some emotional thing to deal with. Actually, I was praying to take away from my business the people who are not real to me. I’ve been feeling it already and so I prayed for it and soon enough my prayers were answered. I never realized that I have them for so long already and when I found out about it, they just go without me doing something yet. I am just glad that they are now out of my life. Though, it hurts me because I trusted them so much but I am just thankful that they are not part of my company anymore. This is somewhat a lesson for me and I know that I will be very careful since I will be dealing with different types of people everyday.
I really hate dealing with trust issues because I easily trust people. I easily open up myself but now that it happened, I know that I should be careful.
It hurts me and it’s affecting me but I have to deal with this. Some are taking advantage of me and just used me and some think that I am not aware of it. Of course I am so aware of it and I just don’t show it, some who take advantage of me are family members and close friends or employees. So I am taking myself away from them for awhile and just focus on what is needed to be done.
I know that God will take care of everything and I trust Him and I am glad that He is really protecting me from those who have bad intentions towards me and for my business.