>Pregnancy Update

>Yesterday I had my prenatal check up. I also got the result of my OGTT. I was so surprised that my blood sugar is so high and my OB referred me to a Diabetologist.

Today I supposed to visit my Diabetologist but since I was shocked about the news I don’t have enough energy to drag myself to the hospital. I think its not yet the right time. I need more time to internalize everything and do my research first. My OB told me that the best way is to use Insulin.
Personally, I don’t want to try Insulin but if its the only way to keep my baby safe then I am willing to follow orders. I will do everything for my baby.
During my first pregnancy, I was also diagnosed of Gestational Diabetes but I never tried Insulin. My previous OB advised me to watch my diet. Now, in my second pregnancy, I am very conscious of my diet. I avoided sugar or sweets but still my blood sugar is high. Its hard for me because I did everything to avoid Gestational Diabetes but still I have it no matter hard I tried.
Well, I have nothing else to do but to follow orders and looking forward that my sugar will back to its normal range. Anyway, I am still on my 19 weeks but I do my test earlier because of my GD history.
Please pray for my baby.