Goodbye Ayumi

I don’t know how to start it but this is the most painful part of my life. I never thought that I would lose a child. As a mother, I always dream of growing old with my kids but it seems that that dreams is so blurry.

Last, Jan. 3, 2013, while everyone is still have a holiday season hangover, I lost my daughter, Ayumi Janelle. She is 2 years old. As of now, I don’t know yet on how to cope up but I hope in a right time I can accept it wholeheartedly.

Yesterday, I said my final goodbye and until now I still feel numb. I miss her so much and I wish to God that He will take care of my baby and I hope she is happy with all the angels in heaven.

I know there are so much things to say but for now, I just want to keep it with me. I believe that in that way, I can still keep part of her with me.

I miss you so much baby!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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