Ayumi had fever for 2 days and on Dec. 31, 2012, we went to hospital. They found out that she had tonsilitis and we need to stay in the hospital because she is not eating. She need fluids to prevent dehydration. We spent our New Year at the hospital. On Jan. 1, 2013, 3am, she had convulsions. That was the first time I saw someone who had convulsions and I was in shocked. January 2, 2013, she turned pale and needs blood transfusion. We transferred to The Medical City (bigger hospital) through an Ambulance, it was my first time. The blood transfusion went well. She was fussy the whole night. They also found out that she had dengue. The dengue team assured to me that they know what they are doing and hoping that Ayumi can survive. While at the ICU, I was keeping an eye on the monitors. Trying to check every minute if all the vital signs are in the normal range. Ayumi was doing great at first then eventually keeps on crying. She keeps on kicking and wanted to remove the machines attached to her. I keep on saying to her that everything will be fine, that she needs those for her to recover. I got my iPad, because that is what she always wants, I played the music she loves. She is looking at my side but not on me, as if she is looking to someone else. That is the time that I feel so afraid. I don’t know but I feel something strange. I started crying. I wanted her to stay with us longer.
Suddenly, her heart rate beats fast up to 200+ then her BP goes down. Before I knew it, the doctors and nurses are everywhere. They are trying there best to save her. Then the heart suddenly stops. They tried to revived her for 30 minutes but still no pulse.
That’s how my world ended.