Two days ago was another blah moments! I can’t stop crying. I was so down and it seems I am drowning by the emotions inside. I wanted to scream and be gone in this painful world.
It was very horrible.
I can’t sleep!
I want to go somewhere else.
I want to be alone!
I want to eat more than I can consume!
I just lie down and wishes to God to take me to my daughter.
I lie down and I don’t know what happen next.
I woke up..
Feeling better.
I just do the things I can do in a day.
I stop thinking.
I think this is better for a while…
I will enjoy this moment until that Blah moments hit me back again.