I don’t care anymore what might be the reason because I don’t have enough strength of living with pain anymore. The pain is so overwhelming that sometimes I don’t know if I am functioning the way I should be or because I am just program to do it. I feel like a robot that are just doing things without my full heart on it.
I miss my daughter so much today. I want to hug her and listen her stories again. I don’t know if time really heals me.
Pillow, I miss you sooooooooooooooo much. I want to hug and kiss you again.