This past few days I feel that pain again.
I don’t know but I can’t control my feeling again. I just wanted to cry. I wanted this pain to go but I don’t know how.
Feeling so low!
I hate it!
I am so afraid of losing any of my love ones again. It really affect my day!
I feel the numbness and trembling of my body.
I don’t know how to cope it.
I don’t know how to get over it.
The thought of it made me feel sick and I can’t focus anymore.
Sometimes I just think of other things so that I can focus on my work.
I really need to control my thought..
This is depressing and I really wish that I can get through it all.
I hope someday I can leave this pain behind my back.
I hope someday I can face everyday with full of hopes and love.
I believe… someday I will be okay.
