Dear Ayumi,
Today is the 5th month without your kisses, hugs and giggles. I would like to let you know that we miss you everyday. We talked so much about you everyday. We miss your kisses, hugs and stories. I wanted to hear them again and I always wanted to have you back. I know it won’t happen but I believe that someday we will be together again. I am always longing for a daughter like you. You will always be my joy. I know that you are happy and always watching us always and thank you for that.
We are trying so hard to live this life as normal as possible. We are trying to stay positive despite of losing you. One day, we might understand why but today, I will stop asking why anymore. I try to accept that there are things we can’t control and change. We may not be together but it doesn’t stop us of loving you. You are our wonderful daughter and you are the reason why we are doing great things because we wanted you to feel proud that despite our loss we can still go on loving you and be the best person.
There are hard days but we believe that one day we will find the rainbow again.
