Okay, so here I am. So many things keeps running on my mind lately.
First, so many things happened lately but all is good. Since, I came back from our Cebu Trip, I have to do some international bookings for my client and since it is their first time to try our service, they are a little bit worried so we met and assured them that my business is legit. Well, I understand, I’ve done so many times already and some really wanted to meet me first before they will send the payment and I truly understand them because they the tours are expensive. Everytime I meet clients, I am always excited. I wanted to let them know that I am real as well as my business. So it was quite hard but I enjoy doing my job.
I just love that I have so many things to do right now and so far I can’t focus on the painful side of my life. I am occupied of the business meetings and closing deals with my clients. After all it’s a wonderful life indeed.
Sometimes, I just thought how some get through it. I wonder how they cope. I don’t know but sometimes, I wanted to know on how they make it on how they survived after losing a child. I talked to a friend who also lost a son and even after 10 years or more I can still see the pain in the eyes. I also got a chance to talk to the old couple who happened to know that I lost a child, they only asked it for a while and eventually changed the topic because they saw the pain in my eyes. Sometimes, it feels awkward to express your feelings because the people around you, don’t even know how to react or deal with your feelings. But, I understand them. There a times also that I don’t want to talk about it anymore. But sometimes, I want to talk about her more so that I can release everything but I only wanted to talk about it with hubby and close friends.
