Today is the 8th week of my pregnancy. It feels like the first time. I have my morning sickness for the rest of the day. My cravings are not that bad. I can manage to avoid sweets and too much carbohydrates since I have diabetes. So far my sugar is within the normal range and I am glad that I started taking insulin this early. I am more relax this time than I have in my previous pregnancy.
I continue praying to Mama Mary and Padre Pio to have a healthy pregnancy. There are moments that I can’t still believe that I am really carrying a new baby in my tummy and though I am still in pain due to what happened, I am trying so hard to control my emotions because I don’t want that this baby will be affected. I am just hoping that this baby will change the way I think and see life. Since, I lost my daughter, I have this negative view about life and I feel that I will be forever in that painful state but now that I am pregnant, I started to see life differently. I started believing that something better is about to happen and I believe that God will definitely show me the right path and make me feel better soon.
I am thankful for all the people who are helping me and praying for my family. I know that they are the reason why I got enough strength everyday to face the challenges of life.