Today is Ayumi’s 9th month in Heaven. Long 9 months without her in our life is very hard. There are lot of changes. We live differently now. We are not as easy as before. We see life in a different view now. I don’t know but I think we will never be the same ever again.
The pain is still here but not as intense as the first months maybe because slowly some of my questions are answered. Ayumi is really helping me get through this painful moment of our life. I know that she guided us all the way. She is really our Angel. I am so lucky to have her as our Angel. Everyday, I don’t feel alone and lost anymore. I know that Ayumi is helping me find my purpose.
To my Ayumi, I know that you are in a better place now. I know that you are happy in Heaven. I know that someday we will be together again.
