When I saw this picture, I instantly realize that it is really very appropriate for my situation. God asked me to give up my daughter because He has better plans. I realized so many things when I lost my daughter. It was a very humbling situation. Some people said that I am still lucky but I really never thought of that when that storm hit me. I never wish anyone to feel what I feel. It was really the greatest heartache that I’ve been through. I never even thought how I made it to this day. I never thought that I will survive. I realized that sometimes we should stop analyzing things. We should stop thinking too much. When I was so tired of thinking to much and analyzing things, that was the time that I don’t want to move on, that I think I should stop living. But when I stop thinking and let God handle everything, that was the time when everything falls into right places. That was also the time I start living.
So if you are experiencing worst right now, just close your eyes and ask God to control everything. Let him do all things. Just believe in Him.