The tree is up and Xavier is so amazed when he saw it for the first tiime.
It’s his first Christmas to appreciate the tree and I am excited to see his expressions when we will start putting gifts under the tree.
He keeps on saying WOW!
He likes the red balls and the lights. I am so happy to see his expressions.
I just remember when Ayumi first saw the Christmas tree 5 years ago and that what I miss most. When I saw Xavier expresses the same I know that Ayumi is watching over us and happy that though we find it so hard to live a life without her, at least we are trying to make the best and live again. Despite the pain, I am trying to stand and live a normal life again for the sake of Gareth and Xavier. It is going to be unfair if I will stop seeing the beauty of this life because I once feel pain.