I sleep early last night because I was not feeling well. My throat is swelling and so I take some meds that made me feel sleepy. Because of that I woke up so early than usual and I think it’s okay because the house is so quite and I can focus on my work ehem blogging…
There are so many things that are going on right now in my mind.
I can’t imagine that I am managing 3 businesses at the same time and I am actually starting a new one and I am very excited about it. I am thankful that I have great staffs that help me through it. I am also glad that my husband is so hands on to our business. I know that there are so much to learn and I am very open to learning. I am always hunger for more knowledge and skills and that is the reason why I never stop researching for more.
There is always something that really stops me, specially now that Christmas is coming. This it the time of year that I am happy at the same time sad. I just miss Ayumi so much. There are moments that I still wish that she is with us. I still wondering how she will look like now. I wonder so many things about her and I really wish that she still with us. It will be turning 3 years and it seems like yesterday. I don’t know but nothing really completes me now. Because losing a child is like losing a limb and there is always a missing part of me forever and no one can replace it.
Despite of everything that happened, life is still beautiful. I am thankful for the love of everyone around me. I am thankful for the business and works that we have. I am thankful that though life is sometimes hard, there are still ways to make it lighter. I think it is always our choice to make our life better. Sometimes life knock us down but we should not stay being knock down forever, we should always strive to stand up and continue living our life.
Christmas is coming and my list is not yet complete. I’m just glad that our company party is over and now I can focus on preparing for my kids and siblings gifts. I will do my shopping later.
I think I should end my post for now because Xavier just woke up.
Have a blessed weekend everyone!
