Affected

As I am writing this one, I am in tears.

I am following the story of Catie through Facebook and I am praying so hard for her recovery but when I woke up today, I found out that she is gone.

I am really affected!

I know the feeling of losing a child. I know how hard it is to the parents to understand. When I lost Ayumi, I prayed that no parents will ever feel the way I feel. It was the worst feeling ever. Looking back, I really don’t know how I made it. I really don’t know how I survived but believe it was not easy!

Grieving for a child is really hard to deal and you don’t know when it will be over. As I am checking the FB Page of Catie, I was crying the whole time because she don’t deserved that pain but I know that God has a better plan for her and for her parents. We really don’t know the reason of it all but I believe that someday we will.

Rest in Peace Catie, I hope you and Ayumi will meet in Heaven.