June 18, 2018
Papa should be 70 years old today.
But he died when he will be turning 57.
It was quite a long time already but everything still feels like yesterday.
I still remember how he endured those pains.
But most of all I still remember how he made me who I am today.
My father was a disciplinarian one. He was perfectionist.
That picture was taken when I was in Grade 1, I was a 3rd honor and my Father was so proud. He went up to the stage and pin my ribbon (hindi pa uso ang medal). My mother see to it that I have a new dress and shoes. She always make sure that every recognition day I have something new. Actually, I got my fashion sense with my Mother because she loves buying me clothes and shoes when I was younger. She loves to sew me dresses for every occasions.
Anyway, I grew up in a not so happy family. My family was way far from perfect. My parents had a fight always and we were affected. But my parents do their best to provide our needs and I respect them for that.
For all the sacrifices they made for us, I am so proud and thankful to them.
So wherever you are my Papa, I miss you so much and thank you for guiding me always.
Now that I am up into something new… please guide me.
Love you so much!