Dear Ayumi

  Ayumi, your life seems so short but those are full of happy memories. You’ve touched others lives aside from us. Everytime people come to me and talk about how you touched their lives I realized that I am very lucky to gave birth to an angel. The road ahead is still blurry and until […]

I miss you!

  I had a wonderful dream last night. You are lying beside me and you are kissing and hugging me all through out the night. I miss you much baby. I know that you are in a better place now but I am glad that you are still spending time with us. Thank you for […]

Still Mourning

Last week was horrible. I miss her so much and I thought of giving up everything. So we decided to go to Cebu just to get away from all the pain and of course to think things over. Everytime I get lost and don’t know what to do, I usually went to Sisters of Mary […]

Teddy Bear

  It’s my very favorite place. I feel closer to you there. We rock the hours away. Me and your Teddy Bear. The rocking chair is squeaking, as rocking chairs will do. I pretend the one I’m holding isn’t Teddy Bear, but you. I miss your little chubby cheeks. They were so fun to kiss. […]

What makes a Mother

I thought of you and closed my eyes And prayed to God today. I asked what makes a Mother And I know I heard him say. A Mother has a baby This we know is true.’ But God, can you be a Mother When your baby’s not with you? Yes, you can, He replied With […]

Goodbye Ayumi

I don’t know how to start it but this is the most painful part of my life. I never thought that I would lose a child. As a mother, I always dream of growing old with my kids but it seems that that dreams is so blurry. Last, Jan. 3, 2013, while everyone is still […]

Kids Pictures

I realized that I posted my kids pictures here way way back ago. So here are the latest pictures of Gareth.     He loves books. He even memorized the Alphabets and it’s sounds. I am so proud of him! He also loves pictures takings so everytime I got a chance I always see to […]

Ayumi’s Second Birthday

This is quite a late post because I waited for the pictures from our official photographer. We celebrated Ayumi’s 2nd birthday at Jollibee Libis. She keeps on telling me that she wanted Jollibee and even do some actions blowing cakes so as a mom, I granted her wishes. On her birthday, she was very happy. […]

Ayumi’s Dance

As a mom, I am very proud of my kids achievement. Just this afternoon my daughter dance and to my surprise she has new dance steps. Here is a video of her new dance step: This simply made my day! I love you Ayumi!! I am so proud of you.