Bubbly Mom
The way we celebrate

The way we celebrate

August 3, 2018 Still with a heavy heart, I get up and try to act normal. We went to Ayumi’s renting place. I talked to Xavier most of the time, specially those days when I was sad. He’s asking where…

Ayumi’s 8th Birthday

Ayumi’s 8th Birthday

August 3, 2018 This is somehow a difficult time to write about. Today is Pillow’s 8th birthday. So I really don’t know what to do… I never have a plan. This should be a big event if only she’s  here……

Still Longing…

Still Longing…

Yesterday we visited Ayumi. It was always like this… When I accomplished something I needed to go back to her place. I need to see her… The more I need to talk to her… Because I know that somehow she…

When…

When…

When you don’t know what to do, you better have a dessert it might make you feel better. It’s Ayumi’s 5th death anniversary and I am feeling down. I wanted to go somewhere.. I wanted to be in the beach…

5th Year

5th Year

It’s been 5 years..  since I last hugged my Ayumi. I miss her everyday! I still don’t know how I made it this far. Maybe by God’s grace I was able to survive. Maybe I am trying to move on…

Without Ayumi

Without Ayumi

As usual, I can’t even celebrate Mother’s Day with all my heart because I know that I lost a part of me when my daughter was gone. I don’t usually celebrate Mother’s day just like before but since everyone is…

Angel Anniversary 

January 3, 2017 It’s been 4 years already! Time flies so fast but still the pain is still the same. Though I learn how to live each day with the pain and I master of hiding the pain. I think…

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