Visiting Ayumi

It’s been 5 years and 9 months since I lost her.

As a Mother, I know I will never get over the pain.

I even told hubby that if something bad happen to me, wag na nya akong iparevive. Just let me go kasi gusto ko ng makasama anak ko. Pero sabi nya hindi daw nya gagawin dahil sila naman mahihirapan.

Oh well… bahala na ang panahon.

Until now may mga tanong pa rin. May mga bagay na sana nasagot.

Yong sakit andito pa rin, I just learn to live by it. 

On Oct. 31, we decided to visit her first and I’m glad we did coz’ there are less people. We can move freely and we let the kids go with us too. The weather was nice unlike last year.