Ayumi’s 8th Birthday

August 3, 2018 This is somehow a difficult time to write about. Today is Pillow’s 8th birthday. So I really don’t know what to do… I never have a plan. This should be a big event if only she’s  here… Para akong ninakawan…  marami pa sanang plano pero wala na… hindi na pwedeng gawin. I…

Mother’s Day

I got these surprises from hubby. I am so thankful for all the efforts. Actually, I really don’t like celebrating Mother’s Day. When I lost my daughter, I stopped celebrating it. I don’t really feel the day anymore. When you lost a child, you will see things in way different than before. Everyday I have…

Thoughts

Sometimes I wake up wondering what’s going on with my life… I sometimes stop and wonder how I made it.. There are days that I wonder how I survived those hardships that I encounter from the past. When I saw Ayumi pictures, I can’t help but wonder how I survived her death. There are times…